Silencing my own white noise


The world is noisy.

I like noise for the most part. I like energy and life running around me. Small children wailing means they are fighting to be heard, protests for injustice are right up my alley, and concerts with giant speakers and loud praise do not offend me in the least. What I don’t like is white noise. I don’t like prittle prattle, grumbling, and listening to the sound of my own voice for too long. My children know that 18 (out of 75) is a completely reasonable TV volume setting and not a notch higher. I don’t need to hear Star Wars for the 100+ time blasting at full volume. My phone alarm is barely audible, and Dave once bought one of those gurgling rock fountains at a yard sale and I wanted to throw it out the window. He took it to his office instead. Marriage saved. Have you been there?

So much of the noise in our world is meaningless. It sounds harsh of me, even judgmental, but please hear me differently: we can only take so much.

So many opinions to behold, so much FoxNews v. CNN babble, so much buy our stuff, you’re only cool if you, aren’t you hungry…eat this, do this, look like this.

God talks about trying to get our attention in the middle of all this in Isaiah 65. This passage may be familiar to some of you, from when we studied He Calls Me Rebel in our Live video. Let’s look at verses 1 and 2 from another vantage point- What to do with all the white noise?

Isaiah 65:1-2 –

I was ready to be sought by those who did not ask for me;
    I was ready to be found by those who did not seek me.
I said, “Here I am, here I am,”
    to a nation that was not called by my name.
I spread out my hands all the day
    to a rebellious people,
who walk in a way that is not good,
    following their own devices;

God doesn’t just seek us. He fights for us. He’s jumping up and down with the neon signs of creation and the miracle of life and the gift of restoration, while we give all of our attention to fuzzy tv screens and more white noise.

He says, “Here am I, Here am I.”

How often do we miss Him in the day to day of life because of all the other voices we are filtering through?

And then there is the internal white noise. This stuff is worse, in my opinion. The internal shame voice of “Not enough”, not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough. I think I repeat it over and over again and you might be tired of me saying it, but I am convinced we have to say it until our internal selves get it. That voice is not of God. That is the voice of the Devil telling you lies. The Father of lies, Himself, berating you for never living up, never reaching out, never saying it right.

In the same vent, there is the internal voice of selfishness – I need, I want, I deserve; of greed – they have more, I need more, how do I get more; of discontent – my life’s so mediocre, I’m not like them, why isn’t God intervening?

Even the church has it’s own white noise, external and internal voices that put aside the Truth of the Word, prefer rules over mercy, and make hierarchies for grace. There are a million distractions from the objective of loving our God and loving our neighbor, justice and love going out, and bringing the message of restoration to the world.

BE QUIET, voices!

The beautiful thing is that God addresses this battle, this battle against powers and principalities that looks a lot like static and distraction all around.

First, look up Ephesians 6:10-18 in your Bibles. I’ll highlight verses 10-13 below –

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. 11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm.

Put on the whole armor. Strap it on. It’s all richly supplied by God. We have a different wardrobe from the world. We have a different vantage point through that Helmet of Salvation. We are given tools that block out the white noise, that provide a filter. Let’s use them! List below for me the tools that you have been given, these free gifts for every day, found in Ephesians 6:14-18.

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Now, believing that Scripture interprets Scripture, look at Exodus 14:14 to find some wisdom in this battle, from above –

“The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to be silent.”

Be QUIET, voices! Be quiet…me.

We strap on the armor and He does the work. We still our hearts and turn to Him in prayer, ready to listen to His song of Truth and Saving Grace. We hold the Sword of the Spirit, the Word. We ingest it with the pages open and He fills us with all knowledge and understanding and trust. We stand still with our shield. The junk from the world bounces off our shield and into nothingness. It has no part in this Child of God, Redeemed and Made Holy.

I think I have forever thought that I needed to strap on the armor and go charging forth. It’s partly my personality, but I don’t think I’m alone either. The idea of strapping on armor makes most of us think we have this huge responsibility to undertake.

Isaiah felt the same way. Read Isaiah 6:4-7 –

And the foundations of the thresholds shook at the voice of him who called, and the house was filled with smoke. And I said: “Woe is me! For I am lost; for I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips; for my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts!”

Then one of the seraphim flew to me, having in his hand a burning coal that he had taken with tongs from the altar. And he touched my mouth and said: “Behold, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away, and your sin atoned for.”

I’m unclean. I can’t battle. I’m world-weary. I’m incapable.

White noise, my friend. White noise.

Our task is to stand and let the coal touch our lips. Our sins are atoned for, our imperfections, our weaknesses are God’s greatest glories when we stand ready for His touch.

You need only be silent. You need only be still.

White noise, you just met your worst enemy. I call Him Savior.

Thank you, Lord, for Your great faithfulness, for always, always being ready on our behalf. Calm my troubled spirit when the world reaches in. Refresh my soul with Your Word. Be in every day, every moment, and every heartbeat. In Jesus we pray, Amen. 

 

Exploration:

Chose one tool given to us by God as a gift of His grace, that we strap on daily in the Spirit, from the list in Ephesians 6:10-18. How does this tool serve you in your daily life, with you family, in your marriage, with friends, or in the church, or your community? Help us see some examples of the Armor of God at work in real life.

Who do you have in your life that helps you to filter out the noise, whether internal or external, and helps you discern Truth from untruth?

3 thoughts on “Silencing my own white noise”

  1. I have a couple friends and my oldest sister to help me stay grounded…keep my head on straight and to continue to help me realize that I am loved and held by God.

  2. I take up the sword of the Spirit, the Word of God. I spend time most every day on the Word. I don’t know how I would make it through the struggles of life, even day to day life, if I didn’t spend time in the Word. I crave it. And though it is a weapon to pick up, it really isn’t me doing any work. The Holy Spirit is strengthening me.

    Those who help me filter out the noise – my husband, my parents and siblings and spouses, my husband’s family, fellow pastors’ wives, and even my children now.

  3. I am not tired of your reminders that the internal critic is not of God. That voice is so persistent, and it can easily fill us up with its message. It’s essential to recognize the devil’s work and to be aware of the battle that rages daily and remain armed.

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